| Ok here it is folks! My 1st post for the New Year! No lar nothing canggih, I'm just gonna blabber on as I always do. 2005 was different for me in many ways. I faced many challenges and situations that has molded and shaped me. I personally knew (well at least most of the time) I HAD to go through certain things coz at the back of my head I knew it was His purpose even though I thought I was or would end up a sitting duck :) Weird huh. Living the whole of 2005 with a new perspective. I must admit, many times I didn't think that way, I was just struggling, wining, complaining. In the end God showed His grace and mercy, He is ever faithful, He has blessed me, and He has honored me. Hallelujah Amen! I love You Lord!
4 major things I can remember that has happened and is very significant to me in 2005:
Slovakia. It was one miracle trip. Won't go into details but I remember that I had to put a lot on the line coz everything was tied to this trip including my uni work and exams, parents, my future, Christmas project, and some personal stuff. I had to make a lot of hard decisions. Of course I decided to go for it and said "God, You take care of me. I'm gonna throw myself and everything else into Your arms". Amazing things happened in Slovakia, wow the testimonies were mind blowing sometimes. God was at work in that country and the Christians over there. It just reminded me how great our God is! Until today, the Slovaks are still talking about how God is still moving and dealing with them over there. Praise God!
40 Day Fast & Prayer. For the 1st time in my life I really actually fasted for 40 days man! I did the Daniel Fast. When I think back, I was like "wah not bad wor". In this time, it was a real challenge to put away the desires of the flash and bring it to submission under God's will. It was a challenge to pray, read the Word, and abstain all in one go. As the days draw close to an end, things were massively stirring in the spiritual realm and in the lives of the YC leaders and some YC ians who joined us. I felt it. I personally had a breakthrough encounter with God. It was awesome experience and I had encouragment and word spoken over me and stuff like that. And a lot of leaders had a word for some of us. The prayer meets were exploding and all. In the midst of all this everyone was struggling in some way or another and I believe it was a spiritual battle. But we came out VICTORIOUS! PRAISE GOD! And the final day, I was given a chance to lead everyone in a time of worship. I was VERY much so anticipating for that very day and WHOA! it just went KABOOM! Everyone were praying their heart out, worshipping God with all they've got, everyone was pressing in. A sight to behold. Indeed it was an amazing time.
Christmas. The one project I hold dear to my heart. Well I thank God that He gave me this opportunity to do this. It was a dream come true for me. God really stretched me out man, with all the work and everything else going on at the same time. I've learned so much, explored so much and exposed so much. I think I went on to my limits into putting things everything together with the help of the wonderful excellent committee and all cast and crew. Despite all the shouting, scolding, irritatingness, punctuality, so on and so forth, they are a FANTASTIC bunch of people! It was all worth it man. Every ounce that everyone has put in, it was WORTH IT for the lives that were saved, for the seeds that were planted, for the people who came and were blessed and were changed, and for the cast and crew, who grew together, worked together, Succeeded together. Hallelujah Amen! What an experience! What many people would a agree with me, I call this the Miracle Project. We had to 'battle' all kinds of massive obstacles and one of it was time. But God being faithful pulled everything and everyone through.
Camp. Again God has blown us away or at least me! God was speaking to me and dealing with me in many ways. Made me see things, feel things, etc... God was working mightly in everyone's hearts. People were rededicating their lives, making committments and all sorts, another sight to behold I'm telling you. My God You are just so awesome!!!
Well over all God was showing me HIM if you get what I mean and He still is and constantly changing every part of me until I become what He intended me to be. Here I Am!
Now its 2006 (long leh this post...wakakakaka). Stepping into the new year wasn't surprisingly something I wasn't looking forward to. Coz I know many things lie ahead of me and I'll have to face it or come to terms with it. Many happy and sad things are going to take place soon. Also many decisions to make, things to go through, to experience, to overcome, to change, to adapt, to learn, etc...I'm gonna once more learn to trust God that everything is in His hands. Jer 29:11. Oh man even right now I'm already so emo lar...ahhh...I guess you all know what I'm emoing about and also got lar plus other things.
I just wanna say to all whom I know, I'm sorry if I've done or said anything to hurt you in anyway. I'm still trying to change and be the best I can be. Love you guys for sticking by me and loving me! God bless 2006!!
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*phew* |
potong stim only...cheh...
....and the whole thing went on and on (you know lar how this trick works) so apperently he knows someone from YC who knows me....hahaha what a small world...ok lar so biuld better relationship with lecturer....good good....
